I saw Howard Wills yesterday. Oh, Lord, am I lucky!
I can hardly contain the goodness, the learning, the blessings, the serendipity that comes to me daily– but I can contain them, I do contain them! I’ll take even more. I am open. I am open. I am grateful. Thank you, thank you, Lord, thank you. (Can you sense his influence on me?)
You can download the inspired prayers of Howard Wills for free at <www.HowardWills.com>. They are huge, beautiful, powerful, full of gratitude, liberating. Instructions for using them are also on the pdf download. And, according to a card I received, he is available for phone sessions anytime year-round at 310-650-2733.
Yesterday I went to a small group session with Howard Wills in a home in Cheviot Hills. He’s an enlightened healer, based in Hawaii, who is visiting LA region for the first time in three years.
I first watched him last Saturday when I went with three friends to a large group event in Santa Monica: I watched him heal people in the audience where, with loud, crisp, snaps of his fingers, he held his hand to shine healing energy their way. He, with the Light, clears people’s lineage–backwards and forwards; he, with the Light, knits broken bones. With the Light, he moves diseases, stuck energy, whatever out of the body. I’ve suspended suspicion, cynicism, doubt about this sort of thing–I’m open to receiving any and all healing that’s for my highest good.
So I paid for and went to an additional session. I went with intention of clearing/healing my pollen allergies, hemorrhoids, and my two numb toes on my left foot. For the allergies he suggested small doses of bee pollen from the area in which I live; for the hemorrhoids he suggested ingesting a spoon or so of pure oil daily; for the toes, he directed energy at them. Yesterday I felt sensation and occasional pain in them; today they are flexible and pain-free. Hmm.
Yesterday as he talked, I took notes, and here’s what I’ve written that Howard Wills said. I want to be clear–these are my notes, some sentences are verbatim, some are not; I tried to capture the gist of his comments, writing fast. I include this at length here to help me remember and so others can also get the info if they wish:
You’ve got to do your life your way, doing what’s best for you, what you feel like you should do. Get on your path and do it your way! What you desire gets to become yours. The Light always wants to give you what you want. Ask the Light to lead, guide, direct, and protect, and then we can be on autopilot–we don’t have to think, we can just be.
Follow the feeling (not the emotion), but the feeling of your body. Chill the mental. Relax. Desire it, desire to know. Everyone knows the truth; it’s in your heart, not your mind. It’s wrong information that desire causes suffering: knowing comes when you follow your desire; a husband comes when you follow your desire– but not the type of desire that drives the self crazy–that’s a different story.
The Light is the bestower of gifts, the Light is the cosmic parent. Think in terms of millions or billions, and you’ve got it. Prayers cleanse us. Clean up your lineage; make peace with everything; love everything; love yourself, too–and you find happiness. Desiring things or having things is not happiness. A bigger house doesn’t do it–you can have it, but it’s not the answer to happiness. When you stand up for creation, for the life of the earth, you find happiness. Happiness comes out of relationships–us with ourselves, us with others, us with creation.
‘Feeling’ is a way of being, a trait to follow, a way to success in the physical, with ease.
Simplicity– simple people have one wire [easy to heal]; complex people have a million wires [take longer to heal, though there are shortcuts]; we’ve got to cleanse the complex.
Simplify, simplify, simplify. Then make it simple again. Keep simplifying–it gives quality of life. Less is better–it makes what you do more powerful. If you do a million things, it’s diffuse; one or two things– more powerful.
Spiritual people need to have babies to pass on the intelligence, the seed. You can throw celibacy out the window–If you want to be more powerful spiritually, get married. It’s not a prerequisite–there’s nothing wrong with celibacy, but marriage–joining of male and female– is high union.
This planet is half a grain of sand on an endless beach. Be open. It’s the biggest word for humanity. Always open. Open. When you’re open, there’s always more.
Learning can be scary; new universes can be scary– it may take awhile for things to be accepted. [We've] got to get bigger, too stay open. When you love everything, it always listens to you.
Then Howard Wills talked more about his illumination experience 35 years ago, about miraculous healings he’s performed [stories I won't include here right now], how the top doctors in the world call him. Could he help Senator Kennedy, someone asked: “If they ask. If they ask, we’re happy to help.” It’s all about awakening to the Light.
Repeatedly he asks– and he’s teaching us to ask: “What do you notice about your body?”
This is old stuff, real old stuff, and futuristic. If it ain’t right, don’t try to force it. Learn to do what you need to do. Let the struggle [with others] go. You’ve gotta let everybody do what they want to do. Don’t you want [hope, desire, push] them to do anything. Stop that. Just ask God to look after them. Please. Thank you.
Peacemaking is the key to freedom in life. Just make the peace. Let’s forgive ourselves. Please forgive me. Please. Thank you. I love you. Thank you for loving me.
At the end of the session, he went around the room and concluded with each person. I told him I wanted to be open to as much Light as I could receive for my highest good, and I asked if he saw anything, any block. “I don’t see anything,” he said to me. “Just be open” to the Light. I asked if he wouldn’t please snap his fingers at me– he laughed and said, “Sure.” And he did.