June 8-11, 2008. Dunton Hot Springs—blissfully beautiful—is one of the most exclusive boutique resorts in the country. It accommodates only 43 people at one time. It’s a restored miners’ town, settled in 1886, deserted in the early 20th century, revived mid-century, and finally in the 1990s purchased by a German resort developer, Christoph Henkel, whose company also owns other Aman Resorts. It’s in the Rio Delores valley in the southwest corner of Colorado; above it are the peaks that appear on the Coors beer can. A waterfall is in the back of the property. There are indoor and outdoor hot springs. The cabins, saloon (with kitchen, dining, and meeting areas), the library are decorated with original art selected by Katrin Henkel—many pieces are stunning photos or antique objets d’art.
I’m here for the Mark Victor Hansen Mega Inner Circle Immersive—about 15 of us members, 4 or 5 excellent MIC staff, and several presenters: Mark, of course; Dr. Jason Deitch, a chiropractic doctor whose mission is to lead a Discover Wellness movement and put health and caring back into the healthcare system; Steven Sadlier, a high-level initiate/teacher and meditation leader in several Eastern/Hindu spiritual groups; and Janice Niedefhofer, a formerly very tough woman with a long career in law enforcement—CIA, DEA, undercover agent, and more—who now facilitates personal growth seminars and coaching to the law enforcement industry and others.
This place is remote. I flew in to Albuquerque, rented a car, picked up Gaye who’d come in from Washington, and drove 5 hours to Dunton, just north of the NM/CO border. The last nine miles are dirt road; then we see a cluster of old wood cabins on the other side of a fast flowing stream. We cross a wood bridge, dial in at a gate, and find ourselves back in the 19th Century with more than a few 21st century amenities. I’m housed in a cabin called Vertical Log, for obvious reasons. I’m sharing a room with Ann M– and the most wonderful feature of this beautiful space is the adjoining bathroom and bathtub–a small deep copper tub with wheels, which used to be in a brothel. (I do take a bath in it one night–Gee, why don’t they use this design now? It’s the most comfortable I’ve experienced.)
Day One: Mark Victor Hansen sets the stage for the event. The theme is Higher Awareness, with an emphasis on care for the planet, self-care, health and wellness and balance in our individual lives—all so that we can all be of greater service and contribution and live lives of abundance and bliss. Mark shows us an ASTONISHING video of the concepts and prototypes for new forms of energy production created by John Petre and NPC–Natural Power Concepts (?–I can’t read my handwriting—could be Company). Petre is a genius inventor and artist, a Leonardo living in Hawaii, with new ideas for wind and wave capture energy generation technology. Mark and a friend have invested in this company–it’s almost beyond leading edge. Then Mark switches to talk about the water problems on the planet, and the solutions that are emerging. He tells us of Fairfield, Iowa, the most entrepreneurial city in the country, with extraordinary leadership, extraordinary education. (Hmm–maybe I should move there; maybe I could persuade someone I love to move there, so I could visit.)
I can hardly stay in my body; I’m intoxicated. I can hardly believe my luck in being privy to seeing these unreleased computer generated graphics, to hearing of this stuff. “You’re here by divine destiny,” Mark says. Oh, my God, is that true? For me? Gratitude, gratitude, gratitude. I’ll take it. I receive. I receive. I am beyond fortunate.
Mark talks about “syntropy”—putting things together at a higher level of awareness to create a healthy planet. Then he says something shocking, because it comes from him, though I’ve thought it before for sure: “Women are the only people who can emancipate the planet.” Women can multitask. If we can free women, we can free everybody. And our group is all women, except for one serene man, Murray, who’s attending for the first time. And … Free yourself. When you are free yourself, you can free the world…Touch yourself and say, ‘I’m freeing me!’…’I'm holding my spirit Divine’… Love only has giving and forgiving. You’re in self-sabotage until you get free and forgive. You’ve got to detox yourself—do self work first.
He talked about Unfolding Circles of Awareness, and he’s writing about these with Robert Allen. I won’t note them here–they are still developing, checking, refining, rethinking, wording their ideas. Closed and Open systems. And this is only the first morning.
For me personally: I need to see/read/find out about/
Indiana Jones
National Treasure
The Lost Tomb of Jesus
Titanic
Peter Guber
If You Could See What I Hear
The afternoon is Jason Deitch presenting (see <http://www.DiscoverWellnessCenter.com>). He shares research (it’s depressing, disturbing, I want to sleep); he conveys an urgency about why doing what we should be doing is a matter of life and death; he wants us to create a vision for ourselves and our lives—a healthy vision. Most sickness is earned, he says; the leading cause of death is suicide from lifestyle choices, he says. He asks us to imagine we’ve been terribly ill, like Lance Armstrong, and then be given a second chance. What would we do?
I surprised myself: The first thing that came up for me if I had a second chance after a devastating illness is that I’d write poetry. Huh. Then that I’d do more praying and meditation. Huh. Then that I’d talk to a friend who smokes about stopping. And finally, with my second chance, I’d go visit my brothers and beloved friends and stay with them for awhile, offering my services to do whatever they needed me to do—cleaning, writing, whatever—help them complete their project. Huh.
Day Two: Presentation by Steven Sadleir (see <http://www.selfawareness.com>. The world is awakening spiritually, he says. He gives us his biography, which is also on his website—early spiritual interest; much Looking for God; excursions into zen buddhism, sufi-ism, hinduism, study with yoga masters, and many more traditions. Trained with Vethathiri Maharishi. Became a Shaktipat master. Has taken up the lineage of Sri Sri Sri Shivabalayogi. Steven teaches many people now thru tele-courses. And he is Mark’s meditation teacher. I liked Steven; my suspicion of him subsided over the three days; he is about being loving and supporting others to go to that place within themselves. I took in the blessing he conducted. I’m grateful to him.
“It’s not what you do; it’s what you allow.” I am so ready!
In the afternoon, I had my first flyfishing lesson and caught my first trout at a remote pond above Dunton!!! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! (We also let it go.)
We dress in waders and boots provided by some fishing company; we’re handed a one day Colorado fishing license and a rod; we line up along a road and practice throwing the fishing line back over our shoulders and out into the grass (I catch a dandelion and get my leader line terribly tangled); and then we’re off. Choose: fish in a pond, or try your luck in the flowing stream. Most choose the stream; only four of us hike the uphill trail to a beaver-dammed pond—with the lead instructor,yeah!—and guess what: we all four catch trout, though only three of us bring the fish in.
Then there was Janice Niederhofer’s presentation (<http://www.peerageconsulting.com>). She told us of the huge value of modeling our heros, modeling those who are successful in the ways we want to be as the speedway to excellence. She’s NLP trained and led us through a process of “unpacking” Mark as our role-model. What does he focus on: what’s his identity, values, rules, beliefs, language (quality questions, metaphors, affirmations), physiology (nutrition, supplements, movement, exercise, habits), wellness procedures, and strategies.
Truly an interesting process, especially with someone so broad, complex, open, and authentic as Mark. You want to know his three top values: spiritual advancement, peaking health, and love of others. Some of his nutritional recommendations: pomegranate juice (to reverse free radical damage); juiced greens (for oxygen); many supplements; no cow milk…. When he needs to change his mood and regain dominion over himself he may use comic tapes/videos, upbeat music, or talking to peers. He steadfastly “lives in the assumption of the wish fulfilled.”
Day Three: I’m winding down here. We had considerable free time today after a morning meditation with Steven. Mark did endorsements for us. Janice led us thru a process of clarifying what we wanted from a mastermind group. We had a delicious loving-line exercise. The afternoon was horseback riding for some; I went for a walk with Corrie and Adrienne and we talked of ways to support one another. And the beautifully served dinner was a time to share appreciations, say goodbye. My term with the Inner Circle ends this month—and oh, I hope to come back soon. I told Mark I felt he was my brother; he immediately responded, “I accept you as my sister.”
I’m grateful, grateful, grateful. As Howard Wills says in his prayers. “Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you.” And Please Lord, I want to come back into this Inner Circle soon.